The Struggles of Life

While I am enjoying college, it is a difficult journey.  Finding the motivation to do the things that are required and having the strength to say no to many things.

Ugh...girls are always a hassle, they make good friends, but they are impossible for relationships and only cause pain.

I have now successfully DJed my own party and think I did a good job.  It was the pledge formal over at my house on campus.  This friday I will be DJing a punk rock party for the house.  I will be  covering for two hours during the night after the live band is done playing.  So it will be a good night and will test me on different types of music.

I hope that I can keep this up and soon will have more opportunities to play at some fraternities around campus for their parties.  Grand Prix is coming up in spring and I would love nothing more than spin at a party every night that week, but my ambitions are high, we will have to see.

My name has not quite picked up and nor am I using it.  People would only laugh right now, but when I have shown what I can do, the name will come along with time.  Purpose and Meaning = Certitude, it is right and true and I have a purpose.